Keep very very still, bite down on your lips and close your eyes

From Create Your Own Story

When he pushes in, you grab on the metal headboard bar with all your strength to keep yourself very very still.

Then you bite down on your lips and close your eyes as hard as you can, thus only allows a small yelp escape your mouth.
You remember you have to be brave to be a big girl. So despite the pain makes your eyes moisten, you keep yourself from crying out.

With the thick head of Josh's lolly inside you. He stopped for a moment to allow you to get used to the feel of him inside you.

You try to have one eye open to see what's Josh doing and still have one eye screwed up from the pain. Josh's lolly is huge for your little kitty even with only a head in.
You managed to say. "Josh, it hurts!" You can see Josh closes his eyes for a moment and an expression of pleasure shows on his face.

'Um, you are so tight, Mira, I am sorry but it is supposed to hurt a bit for a little girl like you' Josh groans as he enjoys your extremely tight kitty.

'Now, Mira. Next bit got hurt a little bit more. I can feel your little 'hymen' resisting me. It is like the seal on a milk bottle. We have to open it to make you a big girl.'
Josh talks to me then proceeded to gently increase the pressure of his penetration, you can feel the tip of his lolly touching on a barrier inside your kitty, it must be the 'hymen' he is talking about.

You are too focused to endure the pain. So you just nod a little and hold even tighter on the headboard bar.

'Mira, think this as the doctor is giving you an injection, just with a big needle. You are always brave when doctors do that, right? Maybe you want me do this part fast so it only hurt for a short moment, right?' Josh says.

You nod with tears in your eyes.

This already hurts too much, you shake your head rapidly

You are:
Miranda, age 6