"...believe...that means you were not lying about loving me..."
From Create Your Own Story
"R-really?" He asks in surprise.
"Really. Why did you prepare for the worst scenario?"
"I am a Realist."
"Realist? Why?"
"I know how the galaxy is really like."
"How?"
"All of my hopes and dreams died when I figured out the fantasy I believed in wasn't real. I believed I had no purpose anymore since the purpose I thought I had was built on that fantasy. I then laid to rot...until..."
"Until what?"
"Unt-look at the clock!"
"Why? I see nothing wrong with it."
"My lunchtime was over a few minutes ago! I could not just sneak off to my duty without being caught...I will get kicked off this Star Destroyer by the head for sure."
You can't understand...he is freaking out in front of the head himself...he seems such a air-head.
Yet also...maybe this proves that he does really see you just a Thrawn.
Maybe he will always try to mentally protect you.
You feel...you want to be with him...just like you wanted to be with Brunson before.
Except now you are not emotionally vulnerable...yet it is like...it is a different feeling.
You feel more emotionally guarded than before...and that you are with him even though he is not physically with you.
The fog had lifed from your mind..."For now." A thought slammed against your mind as if it was a brick sending a shiver up your spine.
It was not over yet...and you know it. You then noticed a fragment from it remained...haunting you.
"I can just give you a hall pass." You reassure him.
"Oh...o-of course you can." He says as if it were obvious all along.
A brief silent moment passed. "Where is the hall pass?"
You then realized...you don't have the hall pass.
"I will find it for you." You announced to him in a whisper and stood up.
