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From Create Your Own Story
Intro:
Intro includes 3 sides. Intro to the character and pain. Intro to the character and humiliation. Intro to the character and sexual link.
Unlike what some might hope, this will not be 100% sexual. Pain can be inflicted without sex and without sexual body parts. Humiliation can be inflicted without sex, nudity, or other sexually related behaviors. Nudity can be present without sex or sexuality.
Intro:
Story start: Simple character introduction, bringing up subjects of character enjoying pain and humiliation, rather than hating them.
Pain
Humiliation
Sexuality
Story start:
Job: escort
fast food example cashier example True to nature Better money than traditional employment Working almost all the time, as character enjoys her work Work involved simple things, like fake dates. Work can also involve intense things, like fulfillment of sexual fantasy.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glossary_of_BDSM - Reference
www.howtobecomeanescort.net/ - Reference
Ageplay
Daddy play
Client is the daddy, I am the daughter. Some is sexual, some is not. Can use the common "Oh daddy, I didn't mean to be bad. Please don't spank me." or the "Daddy, it feels funny when you touch me there." Can include spanking, being sent to the corner, or trying to act like a real daughter (within a limited time). May also include young girl appropriate dress and hairstyle.
Mother play
Client is the son, I am the mother. Some is sexual, some is not. Character will avoid punishing the bad boy, but is open to breastfeeding (Simulated, since character does not lactate), sexual play, and other play.
Animal play
Cat play
Character will be a cat. Possibly one in heat. May or may not involve costume. Client can pet the cat, or mount the cat. Some petting may exceed the non-sexual play, ending in groping. Possible play on words with "pawing".
Dog play
Please see puppy play
Horse play
Please see pony play
Anal torture
Dry anal sex or anal object insertion. Could be linked with figging, or use of other substances that introduce burning sensations.
Auctioned off
Non-nude and nude auctions. Stocks, or other bindings. Sold to highest bidder, used for their satisfaction rather than clients. Could include simple domestic chores and be non-sexual, but would need a reason why someone is willing to pay escort rates to watch character do the dishes. Will probably be more humility oriented, the feeling of being sold off as an object, rather recognized as a person.
Bad pain
Reactions to, how character stopped the behavior, maybe stories of escort jobs gone bad that resulted in this
Bastinado
This is a new one to me. Wonder how I can make this into a story.
The act of whipping the sub's feet, usually the sub would be tied up to restrict movement as the torture is being inflicted; part of impact play.
Possibly during binding? An alternative to whipping of the butt or thighs? Still not sure how to work this in.
My eyes opened wide as I felt something hit the bottom of my feet. Instead of a strike to the ass, like I had expected, and longed for, I found the whip across my feet. How did that make me feel? Maybe I will need to try this in real life, see what it feels like, before I can really write about it. Seems like it would be less painful, although would cause more issues, since a thoroughly whipped ass results in you hobbling alot while trying to move, and a desire to not sit down. Would be completely different if it was on your feet, because it would hurt with each step you take.
Okay, after reading up on this more, while it can be painful, it is aimed more at the humiliation aspect, since shoes are one type of social-cultural representations of standing in society. After all, you normally associate barefoot with either the poor, who cannot even afford shoes, or to others that you view as inferior, like the term "barefoot and pregnant", meaning that the woman's only role is to make sure she maintains her man's happiness.
One interesting note:
Foot whipping hereby comprises a drastic aggravation of forcing a person to expose his or her bare feet as part of a punishment and the underlying significance thereof. By making the highly pain susceptible soles of a barefooted person the target for inflicting physical punishment, a usually private section of the body is forcefully accessed. As the person is of course unable to evade the beatings, a critical sphere of his or her privacy is repeatedly invaded, which underlines an especially disproportionate imbalance in power. As a result, a by nature entirely defenseless prison inmate often feels particularly intimidated and victimized by this specific form punishment.
Description of the pain of this is:
When thin and flexible instruments are used the immediate experience of pain is described as acutely stinging and searing. The instant sensations are disproportionally intense compared to the applied force and reflexively radiate through the body. The subsequent pain sensations of a succession of strokes are often described as throbbing, piercing or burning and gradually ease off within a few hours. A slightly stinging or nagging sensation often remains perceptible for a couple of days, especially while walking.
As the nerve endings under the soles of the feet do not adapt to recurring sensations or impacts, the pain reception does not alleviate through continuous beatings. On the contrary the perception of pain is further intensified over the course of additional impacts through the activation of nociceptors. Over a sequence of impacts applied with nearly constant force the perception of pain is therefore progressively intensifying until a maximum level of activation is reached. For that reason a facile impact can already cause an acute pain sensation after a certain number of preceding strokes.
Some mental notes also:
Seizing and withholding the footwear from a person in a situation of imprisonment, which is commonplace in many countries, often has a disconsolating and victimizing effect on the individual. As bare feet are traditionally regarded as a token of subjection and captivity, the unaccustomed and largely reluctant exposure is often perceived as humiliating or oppressive. The increased physical vulnerability by having to remain barefoot often leads to trepidation and the feeling of insecurity. This measure alone can therefore already cause significant distress.
This circumstance is usually aggravated if the bare feet are the target for corporal punishment. The feet are typically hidden away and protected by footwear in most social situations, hereby avoiding unwanted exposure. Therefore, the enforced exposure for the purpose of punishment is mostly perceived as a form of harassment. The obligatory restraints further add to the anxiety and humiliation of the captive.
Any form of methodical corporal punishment typically causes a high level of distress through the inflicted pain and the experience of being defenseless and unable to evade the situation. The mostly occurring loss of composure during the punishment as well as the experience of weakness and vulnerability often permanently damages a person’s self-esteem.
Beating the undersides of a person's feet moreover conveys an especially steep imbalance in power between the executing party towards the receiving individual. A rather private area of the body, which traditionally remains covered or not visible in the presence of other people, is forcibly exposed and beaten. This act represents a blunt intrusion into the sphere of personal privacy and an according elimination of personal boundaries. By this means the receiving person experiences his or her individual powerlessness against the executing authority in a particularly manifest way. This experience can also change or deconstruct the individual's self-perception and self-awareness.
Bondage
Will have many cases of this, from partial (handcuffing) to full
wow, lots and lots of subtypes of bondage.
Bondage for a purpose
Definitely
Decorative bondage
Definitely
Torture bondage
Definitely
Film bondage
Eh, not sure
Meditative bondage
Umm, no. Makes no sense in terms of the character. Not unless she ends up with some strange Japanese client. But even if the client viewed it in this manner, character would not.
Breast bondage
Not as interested in this one, but we will see if I include
Actually, looking into this, it isn't what I thought. I like the idea of the use of this, especially in public settings, where the breast bondage is done over the clothes, rather than under. This turns a simple shirt into something much more risque, since the ropes or other bondage equipment purposely wraps around the breasts, holding the shirt in tight and putting the breasts on prominent display.
Breath control
Definitely will have this in some of the pages.
His hands close on my throat, air suddenly gone. I cannot take a breath. Tears fill my eyes, and my lungs burn, crying out for oxygen. The edge of my vision starts getting fuzzy. My mind screams out in pain, in sweet, bitter agony. I feel the rush, the tingling, the rapturous torture, as my vision starts to fade. The world disappears in black haze, until it is obliterated.
The hands release my throat, and sweet, sweet breath, sweet sweet pain, floods in. Like little needles, pricking me everywhere. Spots swim before my eyes, the world fading in and out, before finally coming to into view.
I find myself looking through the world sideways, where I fell, collapsed from the strain of the loss of breath. His fingers, now loose on my throat, twitch, waiting to squeeze again. "Are you ready for more," he asks.
My lips whisper yes as he pulls me back up, fingers tightening again.
Butt plug
Even more fun when forced to use while on a date
The client had specifically requested me to insert a butt plug, and to keep it in during the duration of our date. It felt strange walking around with it inside me. I found myself sitting very carefully, moving slower than normal. It felt like everyone knew by the way I walked that I had it in. After all, since I took the case, and it was a listed requirement, I had to honor that, even if he would not be able to prove it. Well, at least while we were out in public. I still was not sure if he wanted something after the social event.
He handed me a strange thing. It sort of looked like some animal tail, but with a rubbery attachment. It started out as a gentle, rounded point, and widened as it went down. After widening a bit, it narrowed again, then flattened against the base of the tail part.
"What is this for?" I asked him.
"It is your tail," he replied. "How can you be a (cat/dog/etc) without a tail?"
"Yes, but...how do I use it?" I could not figure out how I would be able to wear a tail like this.
"This part goes in your ass," he said, pointing to the rubbery attachment.
I suddenly understood, and found myself blushing and cringing at the same time. I was supposed to put the rubbery part up my ass so a tail hung outside of it.
Suddenly, I wasn't as sure if I was willing to be his pet...
Chastity
Eh, not as interesting. We will see if I use
Cock and ball torture
lol, the character is a female sub, so...no, not unless someone wants to create a male character. Let me know if you do, and I will split the pages appropriately.
Collared
Definitely: daddys-doll.blogspot.tw/2014/07/different-types-of-collars-and-their.html
I opened the box, and inside rested a leather collar with a ring in the front. It was not what I expected, an elegant dress for a night out with a course, brown leather collar and ring. I already knew he would require me to wear one, but I was expecting some lace collar or chain collar, not this. I couldn't even tell if it was a real dom collar, or if it was a collar bought at the pet store. I could already feel eyes on me, and I hadn't even put it on. My hands shook as I took it out of the box, undid the clasps, and slipped it around my neck. The contrast was sure to draw attention, and I wondered how many people would see, and wonder why I was wearing this, and how many would see, and know what it was for. At least he hadn't attached a leash.
We then ordered, from a menu where the cheapest item was over $100, as I sat there in my elegant black dress and brown dog collar.
Consensual non-consensuality
No. Character will also give clear boundaries, since she is not in a relationship. All partners will be clients, not relationship partners. As long as a client stays within the boundaries, everything he or she does can fall within this range, but yeah, clear "what you can do" vs. "what you can't do". Everything else will be forced on character.
Contract
No, just no. Again, there may be some repeat customers she is more familiar with, but there will be no contracts.
Dungeon
Sure, there will probably be some.
List from: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_BDSM_equipment. Putting it here because a dungeon will contain many different types of equipment, depending on the players kink.
Restraints
Armbinder - a harness designed to bind the arms and/or hands to each other or to the body, usually behind the back
Anal hook - a smooth curved metal bar, often with a metal ball on one end and a ring on the other
Ball gag - a gag with a rubber or silicone sphere with a strap passing through it that is inserted into the mouth
Ball lock is the technique of fastening a padlock around the male scrotum between the penis and testicles
Bit gag - a gag styled like the bit used in a bridle for a horse.
Bondage bed is a bed designed for bondage and BDSM play. The design typically falls into two main variants; a standard bed designed primarily for sleeping on but which has purpose built attachments for bondage, and a table-like piece of furniture with a padded top and multiple fixing points around it. This second variant is purely designed for bondage and would be part of a purpose built dungeon.
Bondage cuffs
Bondage mittens or bondage mitts - pouch-like coverings that fasten securely around the wrists, holding the hands in closed fists or palms flat. They are often used in BDSM play. Unlike mittens for cold-weather use, bondage mittens are tubes or bags without a separate thumb and are typically made of leather or some other stiff material to prevent the wearer from grasping through the material of the mittens. Some mittens hold the hands flat in a sandwich of stiff material; others trap the hands in balled fists. Both kinds often include a ring at the end with which to anchor the mitten to other restraints such as chains. Similar mitten-like devices exist for institutional use as patient restraints. There also exist mitts that inflate, and ones with interiors designed to cause discomfort to the wearer. They can also tie the victim into a position such as a hogtie.
Bondage harness
Bondage belt
Bondage hood
Bondage tape - a type of reusable tape that clings to itself by static electricity
Bondage yoke
Breast binder
Chastity belts
Cock ring
Cohesive bandage - a type of non-reusable self-adhesive bandage
Collar
Corsets
Dental forceps
Diapers
Duct tape
Elbow harness
Funnel gag
Head harness
Hobble skirt
Human pony harness
Humbler
Inflatable gag
Spreader bar
Medical restraints
Monoglove
Mouthguard gag
Muzzle gag
Nose hook
Penis gag - a gag that has a bulge resembling an erect penis that is inserted into the mouth
Plastic wrap
Posture collar
Ring gag
Rope
Shackles
Sleepsacks
Stocks
Straitjackets
Suspension cuffs
Bondage furniture
A-frame
Ankle/wrist stocks
Berkley horse
Bondage bed
Bondage bench
Bondage chair
Bondage frame
Bondage stool
Bondage table
Bondage wheel
Box stocks
Fisting slings and swings
Genital stocks
Grope box
Gynaecological chair
Gynaecological table
Hoist
Inversion table
Massage tables
Queening stool
Rack
Sawhorse
Seated cross
Smotherbox
Spanking horse
Stocks and pillories
Saint Andrew's Cross (BDSM)
Whipping bench
Sensory deprivation
Blindfolds
Bondage body bags
Bondage hoods
Gas masks
Vacuum beds
Physical stimulation
Floggers
Nipple clamps
Spanking paddles
Vampire gloves
Sexual stimulation
Erotic electrostimulation apparatus
Masturbation machine
Fucking machine
Strap-on dildo
Edgeplay
Limited. Many will be tightly controlled, to the best of the character's ability.
Electro-Play
Yes, as I personally find this interesting, but will be a little harder to make as a story.
Erotic sexual denial
Hmm, I can think of a scene or two, maybe
Forced orgasm
Adding this in because it seems to be great material for public settings.
He handed me the vibrator I was expected to "wear" this evening. I could identify the vibrator part of it. It looked normal, about 3.5" around, 4" deep, but then it...continued. One end of it curved around, ending almost parallel with the vibrator part. I looked at him quizzically, not quite sure what it was. I slipped the remote vibrator into my pussy, his eyes watching every move. I gasped as the small end aligned over my clit. Now I understood what it was.
He flipped the switch, and I found myself suddenly very squirmy due to the stimulation, both inside and out. I gasped, and gasped again as he turned it up. I stood there, shaking, helpless, as his thumb spun a little dial, and suddenly the thing went nuts, sending shockwaves of pleasure through me. I crumpled to the floor, and orgasmed on my knees, directly in front of him. He chuckled at my moans and my O-face, clearly enjoying the sight.
"Well, looks like you enjoy your present, and I do hope you will wear it more and think of me," he said, while I panted, trying to recover. After I had finally recovered from this powerful little thing, and was able to look him in the eye, he continued. "and tonight we have lots of things planned. First, a nice movie, followed by dinner. After that, I will take you dancing." He never once mentioned sex, and I didn't ask. They request, we do not offer. Then I thought about what he just said, and suddenly realized that sex wouldn't matter. I had the feeling I was about to put on some rather...public...shows tonight. Or bite my tongue off trying to keep quiet...
Erotic spanking
lol, of course
He suddenly grabbed my hair, pulling me down on his lap.
With no warning whatsoever, my skirt was pulled up and a hand swiftly brought down on my ass.
A sudden flurry of smacks rained down on my ass. I struggled, but he easily held me down, no matter how much I tried to get away. It left my feet kicking midair and resulted in a further flurry of smacks, some hitting my thighs and even waist as he held me down while still raining blows on me.
Finally he released me. I bounded up and stumbled away from him, soothing my painfully burning ass.
Figging
Sounds interesting, but will need to think about how to convey the sensations into words
Fire play
Probably
Fisting
Some will be included, but limited.
Genitorture
Yes, but non-scarring
Whipping or slapping of the vagina is about the extent of what I would be willing to write about. I will not write about true, full genitorture.
Good pain
Will have pleanty of this
Golden showers
There will be a scene or two at least, especially related to humiliation.
I almost walked out right there. "Wait, you want me to...what?" I mean, I get a thrill, enjoyment, from humiliation, but this was beyond humiliation. This was disgusting. "Seriously, you want me to go in the bathroom, strip, and let you pee on me?" Oh god, he better give a damn good tip, I thought to myself.
I went into his bathroom, disrobed, and placed my clothes outside the door, on the hamper. "Okay," I said.
He came in, smiled at me, and fumbled out his penis. "Kneel down please," he told me.
I did as he said, then told him, "You better not pee on my face or in my hair. Keep it below my neck."
I closed my eyes, not even wanting to watch, and then it started. It was warm, wet. If it wasn't for the smell, it was easy to imagine it was just water being poured on me. My disgust overwhelmed my humiliation, so the result was almost no pleasure from it. It took him a while to finish. How much water did he drink? I seemed to remember him drinking a few bottles, and I had only met him an hour ago. Now I knew why...
He finished, and I opened first one eye, just to make sure no more would come out, then the other. "So...is there anything else you want me to do? Or can I take a shower now?" He stared at me for a minute or two, then left, letting me take my shower in peace.
After I was cleaned and dressed, I headed to the living room. "For you," he said, handing me an envelope. I opened it. Two hundred dollars was inside. I would have rather have just fucked him for it, but two hundred for sitting there for a few minutes was still not bad.
Gorean
Who knows. I don't even know what this is, so elements may or may not be included...
Gunplay
Some will be. Unsure if it will only be related to rape play or other things. Or if it will be used during an actual rape.
Hard limits
The character has already made this clear to some point. She will not do anything that will scar, dismember, or disfigure her
Harem
This makes no sense... I cannot see any stories including this
Hogtie
Definitely will have some included
Impact play
Definitely will have some included
Infantilism
I may include this to some point, depending on how creeped out I feel writing it...
K-9 roleplay
Sure. Some readers will definitely enjoy the character in dog costume (ears, collar, leash) being "mounted" by the client/clients
Kinbaku
Not sure if this specific one will be in there, if it can be worked in a story, or if only "bondage" will be applied.
Knife play
Some will be. Unsure if it will only be related to rape play or other things. Or if it will be used during an actual rape.
Limits
Yes, the character has limits. Very specific, hard limits.
Mummification
Possibly will include some elements of this
Needle play
Maybe. Not sure. I personally hate needles, so it is iffy.
Nose torture
Eh, this one is strange. Not sure. I can't think of any stories for it, but I guess we will see as I work down this list.
Nyotaimori
I have always found this strange, yet interesting, and would love to try. Lets see if I can find a way to work it into a story without a boring "I laid there like a table, while people ate food off me, slowly uncovering more and more of me". We will see.
OTK
Definitely
Painslut
Yeah, the main character is pretty much this, so will be lots of stories of her being a painslut
Paraphilia
Yes, will almost definitely have this, but unsure which specifically.
Pegging
Doubt it, as this is more of a dom specific activity, while the main character is the very definition of a sub, and has no dom tendencies.
Play party
Yes
ProDom
Not unless someone creates another character.
ProDomme
Not unless someone creates another character, since my character is more like a ProSub
Ponygirl or Ponyboy
Maybe. I played saint's row, so know what this is. Actually, quite possibly. It would be an interesting story where character is paid to pull around the client
Pup-play
Probably
Rape fantasy, ravishment
Story will definitely have this, as well as some non-concentual
Safeword
Some stories may have safewords, and their use, incorporated into them
Scat play
no, no, no no no and HELL NO! Make your own character and path if you want this. My client tries shitting on me, I will kick him in the balls, repeatedly. Piss on me to humiliate me, okay. Poop on me, I will kick your ass. Sorry, find your scat play somewhere else if you are truly interested in this. I will not write about it...the closest I will come is letting the character be humiliated by the client only allowing her to poop while he is watching, and even that, well, highly doubtful.
Sensation play
Definitely
Service-oriented submission
lol, this is pretty much what our character is
Slave
No, not really, as character's activities are limited to single encounters, not to long term commitments. Temporary for the serive time, okay, but the character will not really be a true slave.
Soft Limits
Since the other party is the client, character has no soft limits. As long as it does not violate her hard limits, then anything goes.
Subdrop
Never heard of this. Will have to see if I can explore this further in a story, but will need to research further.
Submissive, or "sub" for short.
Yes, main character will always be in a sub position, but always temporarily.
Subspace
Definitely need to explore how to use this in a story.
Switch
No, sorry, character is not a switch at all. And trying to dom would be completely foreign to her. Again, if you want this, write your own path.
Taken in hand
No, our character will not be taken in hand.
Tease and denial
Yes, there may be some of this.
Tit torture
Probably
Top
Only the clients, not the character, although she can be on top during sex.
Topping from the bottom
No, she has no desire to control anything other than that the hard rules are obeyed.
TPE or Total power exchange
No, not for this character.
Training
Will probably have some flashback scenes to show training
Warm up
I will probably have some lead up story before the full sub action
Wax play
Possibly
