Masochist me/Planning and editing page
From Create Your Own Story
Intro:
Intro includes 3 sides. Intro to the character and pain. Intro to the character and humiliation. Intro to the character and sexual link.
Unlike what some might hope, this will not be 100% sexual. Pain can be inflicted without sex and without sexual body parts. Humiliation can be inflicted without sex, nudity, or other sexually related behaviors. Nudity can be present without sex or sexuality.
Intro:
Story start: Simple character introduction, bringing up subjects of character enjoying pain and humiliation, rather than hating them.
Pain
Humiliation
Sexuality
Story start:
Job: escort
fast food example cashier example True to nature Better money than traditional employment Working almost all the time, as character enjoys her work Work involved simple things, like fake dates. Work can also involve intense things, like fulfillment of sexual fantasy.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glossary_of_BDSM - Reference
www.howtobecomeanescort.net/ - Reference
Ageplay
Daddy play
Client is the daddy, I am the daughter. Some is sexual, some is not. Can use the common "Oh daddy, I didn't mean to be bad. Please don't spank me." or the "Daddy, it feels funny when you touch me there." Can include spanking, being sent to the corner, or trying to act like a real daughter (within a limited time). May also include young girl appropriate dress and hairstyle.
Mother play
Client is the son, I am the mother. Some is sexual, some is not. Character will avoid punishing the bad boy, but is open to breastfeeding (Simulated, since character does not lactate), sexual play, and other play.
Animal play
Cat play
Character will be a cat. Possibly one in heat. May or may not involve costume. Client can pet the cat, or mount the cat. Some petting may exceed the non-sexual play, ending in groping. Possible play on words with "pawing".
Dog play
Please see puppy play
Horse play
Please see pony play
Anal torture
Dry anal sex or anal object insertion. Could be linked with figging, or use of other substances that introduce burning sensations.
Auctioned off
Non-nude and nude auctions. Stocks, or other bindings. Sold to highest bidder, used for their satisfaction rather than clients. Could include simple domestic chores and be non-sexual, but would need a reason why someone is willing to pay escort rates to watch character do the dishes. Will probably be more humility oriented, the feeling of being sold off as an object, rather recognized as a person.
Bad pain
Reactions to, how character stopped the behavior, maybe stories of escort jobs gone bad that resulted in this
Bastinado
This is a new one to me. Wonder how I can make this into a story.
The act of whipping the sub's feet, usually the sub would be tied up to restrict movement as the torture is being inflicted; part of impact play.
Possibly during binding? An alternative to whipping of the butt or thighs? Still not sure how to work this in.
My eyes opened wide as I felt something hit the bottom of my feet. Instead of a strike to the ass, like I had expected, and longed for, I found the whip across my feet. How did that make me feel? Maybe I will need to try this in real life, see what it feels like, before I can really write about it. Seems like it would be less painful, although would cause more issues, since a thoroughly whipped ass results in you hobbling alot while trying to move, and a desire to not sit down. Would be completely different if it was on your feet, because it would hurt with each step you take.
Okay, after reading up on this more, while it can be painful, it is aimed more at the humiliation aspect, since shoes are one type of social-cultural representations of standing in society. After all, you normally associate barefoot with either the poor, who cannot even afford shoes, or to others that you view as inferior, like the term "barefoot and pregnant", meaning that the woman's only role is to make sure she maintains her man's happiness.
One interesting note:
Foot whipping hereby comprises a drastic aggravation of forcing a person to expose his or her bare feet as part of a punishment and the underlying significance thereof. By making the highly pain susceptible soles of a barefooted person the target for inflicting physical punishment, a usually private section of the body is forcefully accessed. As the person is of course unable to evade the beatings, a critical sphere of his or her privacy is repeatedly invaded, which underlines an especially disproportionate imbalance in power. As a result, a by nature entirely defenseless prison inmate often feels particularly intimidated and victimized by this specific form punishment.
Description of the pain of this is:
When thin and flexible instruments are used the immediate experience of pain is described as acutely stinging and searing. The instant sensations are disproportionally intense compared to the applied force and reflexively radiate through the body. The subsequent pain sensations of a succession of strokes are often described as throbbing, piercing or burning and gradually ease off within a few hours. A slightly stinging or nagging sensation often remains perceptible for a couple of days, especially while walking.
As the nerve endings under the soles of the feet do not adapt to recurring sensations or impacts, the pain reception does not alleviate through continuous beatings. On the contrary the perception of pain is further intensified over the course of additional impacts through the activation of nociceptors. Over a sequence of impacts applied with nearly constant force the perception of pain is therefore progressively intensifying until a maximum level of activation is reached. For that reason a facile impact can already cause an acute pain sensation after a certain number of preceding strokes.
Some mental notes also:
Seizing and withholding the footwear from a person in a situation of imprisonment, which is commonplace in many countries, often has a disconsolating and victimizing effect on the individual. As bare feet are traditionally regarded as a token of subjection and captivity, the unaccustomed and largely reluctant exposure is often perceived as humiliating or oppressive. The increased physical vulnerability by having to remain barefoot often leads to trepidation and the feeling of insecurity. This measure alone can therefore already cause significant distress.
This circumstance is usually aggravated if the bare feet are the target for corporal punishment. The feet are typically hidden away and protected by footwear in most social situations, hereby avoiding unwanted exposure. Therefore, the enforced exposure for the purpose of punishment is mostly perceived as a form of harassment. The obligatory restraints further add to the anxiety and humiliation of the captive.
Any form of methodical corporal punishment typically causes a high level of distress through the inflicted pain and the experience of being defenseless and unable to evade the situation. The mostly occurring loss of composure during the punishment as well as the experience of weakness and vulnerability often permanently damages a person’s self-esteem.
Beating the undersides of a person's feet moreover conveys an especially steep imbalance in power between the executing party towards the receiving individual. A rather private area of the body, which traditionally remains covered or not visible in the presence of other people, is forcibly exposed and beaten. This act represents a blunt intrusion into the sphere of personal privacy and an according elimination of personal boundaries. By this means the receiving person experiences his or her individual powerlessness against the executing authority in a particularly manifest way. This experience can also change or deconstruct the individual's self-perception and self-awareness.
Bondage
Will have many cases of this, from partial (handcuffing) to full
Breast bondage
Not as interested in this one, but we will see if I include
Breath control
Definitely will have this in some of the pages.
Butt plug
Even more fun when forced to use while on a date
Chastity
Eh, not as interesting. We will see if I use
Cock and ball torture
lol, the character is a female sub, so...no, not unless someone wants to create a male character. Let me know if you do, and I will split the pages appropriately.
Collared
Definitely
Consensual non-consensuality
No. Character will also give clear boundaries, since she is not in a relationship. All partners will be clients, not relationship partners. As long as a client stays within the boundaries, everything he or she does can fall within this range, but yeah, clear "what you can do" vs. "what you can't do". Everything else will be forced on character.
Contract
No, just no. Again, there may be some repeat customers she is more familiar with, but there will be no contracts.
Dungeon
Sure, there will probably be some.
Edgeplay
Limited. Many will be tightly controlled, to the best of the character's ability.
Electro-Play
Yes, as I personally find this interesting, but will be a little harder to make as a story.
Erotic sexual denial
Hmm, I can think of a scene or two, maybe
Erotic spanking
lol, of course
Figging
Sounds interesting, but will need to think about how to convey the sensations into words
Fire play
Probably
Fisting
Some will be included, but limited.
Genitorture
Yes, but non-scarring
Good pain
Will have pleanty of this
Golden showers
There will be a scene or two at least, especially related to humiliation.
Gorean
Who knows. I don't even know what this is, so elements may or may not be included...
Gunplay
Some will be. Unsure if it will only be related to rape play or other things. Or if it will be used during an actual rape.
Hard limits
The character has already made this clear to some point. She will not do anything that will scar, dismember, or disfigure her
Harem
This makes no sense... I cannot see any stories including this
Hogtie
Definitely will have some included
Impact play
Definitely will have some included
Infantilism
I may include this to some point, depending on how creeped out I feel writing it...
K-9 roleplay
Sure. Some readers will definitely enjoy the character in dog costume (ears, collar, leash) being "mounted" by the client/clients
Kinbaku
Not sure if this specific one will be in there, if it can be worked in a story, or if only "bondage" will be applied.
Knife play
Some will be. Unsure if it will only be related to rape play or other things. Or if it will be used during an actual rape.
Limits
Yes, the character has limits. Very specific, hard limits.
Mummification
Possibly will include some elements of this
Needle play
Maybe. Not sure. I personally hate needles, so it is iffy.
Nose torture
Eh, this one is strange. Not sure. I can't think of any stories for it, but I guess we will see as I work down this list.
Nyotaimori
I have always found this strange, yet interesting, and would love to try. Lets see if I can find a way to work it into a story without a boring "I laid there like a table, while people ate food off me, slowly uncovering more and more of me". We will see.
OTK
Definitely
Painslut
Yeah, the main character is pretty much this, so will be lots of stories of her being a painslut
Paraphilia
Yes, will almost definitely have this, but unsure which specifically.
Pegging
Doubt it, as this is more of a dom specific activity, while the main character is the very definition of a sub, and has no dom tendencies.
Play party
Yes
ProDom
Not unless someone creates another character.
ProDomme
Not unless someone creates another character, since my character is more like a ProSub
Ponygirl or Ponyboy
Maybe. I played saint's row, so know what this is. Actually, quite possibly. It would be an interesting story where character is paid to pull around the client
Pup-play
Probably
Rape fantasy, ravishment
Story will definitely have this, as well as some non-concentual
Safeword
Some stories may have safewords, and their use, incorporated into them
Scat play
no, no, no no no and HELL NO! Make your own character and path if you want this. My client tries shitting on me, I will kick him in the balls, repeatedly. Piss on me to humiliate me, okay. Poop on me, I will kick your ass. Sorry, find your scat play somewhere else if you are truly interested in this. I will not write about it...the closest I will come is letting the character be humiliated by the client only allowing her to poop while he is watching, and even that, well, highly doubtful.
Sensation play
Definitely
Service-oriented submission
lol, this is pretty much what our character is
Slave
No, not really, as character's activities are limited to single encounters, not to long term commitments. Temporary for the serive time, okay, but the character will not really be a true slave.
Soft Limits
Since the other party is the client, character has no soft limits. As long as it does not violate her hard limits, then anything goes.
Subdrop
Never heard of this. Will have to see if I can explore this further in a story, but will need to research further.
Submissive, or "sub" for short.
Yes, main character will always be in a sub position, but always temporarily.
Subspace
Definitely need to explore how to use this in a story.
Switch
No, sorry, character is not a switch at all. And trying to dom would be completely foreign to her. Again, if you want this, write your own path.
Taken in hand
No, our character will not be taken in hand.
Tease and denial
Yes, there may be some of this.
Tit torture
Probably
Top
Only the clients, not the character, although she can be on top during sex.
Topping from the bottom
No, she has no desire to control anything other than that the hard rules are obeyed.
TPE or Total power exchange
No, not for this character.
Training
Will probably have some flashback scenes to show training
Warm up
I will probably have some lead up story before the full sub action
Wax play
Possibly
