Head to his room
From Create Your Own Story
You shake your head in a state of raw chaos, back away, open your mouth, but shake your head and just go to your room. You slam your door shut and throw yourself on your bed furious. And hurt.
"What the actual fuck?" You whisper to yourself.
What should you do? There's no way you can go back to football without thinking about that, and you wouldn't be able to face dad with that on your chest.
You look around your room and see some options.